introspective

been an insomniac ever since i sailed back from exercise carat with the united states navy last week, managed to lug myself to bed over the past few days through sports exhaustion, at least i was getting some hours of sleep compared to none.

38 days to operational ready date, figured it was about time to start flipping through classified jobs and searching through online job portals, though dozens of job opportunities seemed probable, i was actually looking for freelance or temporary positions, so it pretty much ended up in futility.

plans have changed for me, at the moment.

so i decided to work for a fair bit before committing myself to further studies; yeah you read me right, or settle down working should my application next year not get through. i have been thinking through thoroughly about it, since i forfeited my application this year without even trying, i might have disappointed some; okay a lot of people, who expected me to be studying at this point in time. but, i am still unsure of what i am applying for, so working for the next few months should get me settled on my decision, i hope.

and of course, i might be planning my europe trip ahead in late april or early may next year. got to know from cousin-in-law weixiong that he will be leaving for london this september to pursue his doctorate in physics, dear cousin meixin and her baby girl renée will join him as soon as possible; my navy mate will also be leaving for london to further his studies this october. i guess i will be dropping by london to visit my cousin and her family, then travel around europe with my navy mate whose summer vacation starts in may.

if all goes well for my university application, i will be back just in time for the first term. in any case, certainty was never a word i believed in, things are bound to change under unforeseen circumstances, so what i planned for thus far, may or may not take off.

take care and peace people~