run away

all right, quite a few things to address in this post, call it a proper update if you might?

to begin with, let me apologize for causing unnecessary worry for those who read my previous, exalted and confusing post. i was just musing about what i experienced over the last few weeks, nothing more than that, if it sounded melancholic, well to a certain extent, yes i was feeling a little depressed back then, but it's all good now, so don't worry~

an update on my navy life thus far, i am still halfway through with my training, will be posted out onboard ship come september. for the past few weekends, been attending national day parade rehearsals, this will be the last parade held at the national stadium, after that it will make way for a new sports hub, guess it adds on to the significance of participating in it.

last week mom suddenly asked about my plans for further studies, i could not give a reasonable response to her. up till today, near to a year of national service, i still am contemplating about further studies, it's quite sickening to think about it sometimes, with the time and money issue coming into the big picture. guess when i told my navy mates that i wanted to have fun first thing after national service, i was just running away from reality.

so many things to foresee and execute now to ensure a better future, i am tired of planning for the future, i just want to live my life and take one step at a time. take care and peace people~