seeking

i must be crazy, to actually regard someone i barely knew with you; gone in physicality, but always present in our hearts. why has it become this way? have i become too obssessive over the project? or am i just too lonely deep down?

physical training phase passed just like this, in a month; basic military training started just like this, yesterday. has time slipped away from our hands just like this, as the saying goes? or did we take time for granted?

can solace be found in the answers i seek? perhaps, i'm just questioning my own integrity at the end of the day. so much to do, so little time to fulfil, that's what you get for short weekends, swear and snack lesser, take care and peace people~