it was just a nightmare, something which would never materialize into reality, but what foolish thinking on my part it was, i've hurled my one and only chance into the abyss, something which i can never recover ever again; another chance at it again..
yes, i've failed my driving test and for the record, i've accumulated 36 demerit points, more than enough for those qualified drivers and confident learners to mock at. i'm not ashamed to have such a result to be frank, instead i was ready to accept it; from the very moment of knocking down the strike pole for my parallel parking, i knew that getting another 10 points to failure won't be that hard, since my morale was crashing down fast.
it would take another 2 months for the next available test date, by then i would be elsewhere slogging my guts out for the nation, i seriously wonder how can i take the test again under such circumstances. the taste of failure is so freaking bitter this time round, but my parents want me to have another go at it, how sadistic and inconsiderate of them not to understand what i'm going through, the sadness..
oh well, it's over anyways, i've stopped all the sighing, lest my mom would threaten me again with super fast aging as consequence, time to get a move on with other things, take care and peace people~
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