superficiality

finally rest assured that my diploma was for the taking when i saw my results online earlier last week, was quite shocked to see that i was awarded an A for my internship, since i wasn't quite deserving of it but who would resist such a grade right? besides, it was the only A i received throughout my polytechnic years, not counting my co-curricular activites which i was awarded an A as well, at least i graduated with quite satisfying grades~

the past few days have been an emotional rollercoaster ride, mixed feelings towards issues and people are driving me up the wall, the way i respond to them makes me wonder if there was any sanity in me. i'm sick and tired of hearing excuses that simply gets worse each time, isn't there room to be frank with one another?

behind these hazel eyes by kelly clarkson was like repeating while i typed this post, so i ought to be nice and share the lyrics, oh yeah i dig rock chicks lol~

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

oh i've not indicated my attendance for the graduation ceremony, probably procrastinating but we'll see how things go then, take care and peace people~